Nervous…Undecided…Scared

Okay, here goes nothing.  I always knew that eventually I’d have to write a blog post about something a little deeper than I’d normally discuss in a public forum (not that many read this blog…I appreciate those that do…thanks!).  The thing dominating my thoughts at the moment is the upcoming Google+ Photographers Conference being held in San Francisco between 22-23 May.  This event is the brainchild of photographer, author and media legend Scott Kelby and Google+’s own, Bradley Horowitz.

The event promises to be very exciting and judging from the schedule, two full days of non-stop activities, lectures, demonstrations and image/portfolio reviews (I’ll get to that last one in a minute).  When this was announced a few weeks ago, I was incredibly exicted…not only because it’s Google+ (dominated by the photographic community) and that some of my favorite photographers will be guest lecturers, but it just so happens to be a few hundred miles up the road in San Francisco.  I’ve never been to San Fran and it’s on the “list of places to see” while we’re stationed here at Vandenberg AFB.

So, how does the blog post title fit in with all of this and how is it ‘deeper’ than my other posts?  I’ll tell you…patience young Padawan (did I just give away my geekiness?).  I’ll first tackle Nervous.  I’m nervous because of the level of talent of the instructors, but within the audience as well.  The conference is limited to only 750 attendees (a very small number compared to a lot of the other conferences out there); if you do the math of number of instructors to attendees, it puts you in fairly close-quarters with those people in a way that most conferences/conventions can’t.  I suspect that due to the quality of this conference, the audience will be predominantly made up of pro-level photographers (since that’s who this event is geared towards).  It’s this group of folks that I’ll be interacting with the most and forging some kind of relationship(s) with (I hope).  That’s fine, the “networking” (I cringe every time I hear that word) opportunities are a big part of this conference and I really have to figure out my game, suck it up and put my best foot forward (something I’m really good at when I’m “in the zone”…it just takes me a little while to warm up).

Wall Beach, Vandenberg AFB

Wall Beach Overcast Sunset, Vandenberg AFB: Nikon D700, 14-24mm f/2.8 lens @34mm, 13″ @ f/1

Undecided.  Andrée saw that I was pining to go to this conference and suggested that I go ahead and pick up a ticket.  That was all the nudging I needed to make the jump…we could afford it even though we’re on a tighter budget than we were in FL.  I registered online and had to wait a couple of days for a response to see if I made it in time before they ran out of seats.  Lucky for me, I received an email from the fine folks at the Kelby Group with the ticket to the event attached…it’s official, I’m going (yea)!!!  Now that I have the ticket in hand, I started searching for nearby hotels and my heart immediately sank.  The event is being held in the downtown area, which means that hotels within walking distance are going to cost a premium.  Ouch!  Since we’re down to one steady income, it sure makes the wallet tighten up a bit and this unexpected turn of events tightens it that much more (especially when its added on top of taxes, parking, gas, food, etc..).  I think it’s just sticker shock…an unexpected slap in the face if you will…but I think once I get over it and look past the fiscal, I’ll be able to fully appreciate the opportunity and make the best of the situation.

Finally, the big one…Scared.  This conference has four blocks of time devoted for one-on-one portfolio reviews and I just signed up to have my work looked at (appointment pending).  As I mentioned above, this conference is targeting a more pro-level audience rather than serious and/or weekend hobbyists (though there will be many of those/us there).  That being said, I know my work isn’t in the same ballpark of what many will be showing…but we all must put our best foot forward and hope for the best right!?  When I look through my portfolio, I find myself struggling to come up with 10-20 images that I feel would ‘cut it’ at this level of review (at least within the same (or related) genres that folks conducting the review specialize in).  Looking at sites such as 500px and seeing the quality of images being displayed there (not only outstanding image quality, but quality of imagination, thought and execution) it really hits home that I need to get out there and keep plugging away and fine-tuning my craft…maybe one day I’ll be on the other side of the desk conducting reviews for those that are a mirror of me right now: nervous, scared and unsure.  One day…but there’s a lot of work to be done to get there.

Wish me luck guys!!

Until next time…

Cheers!

My Lucky Day

With all of the news coverage of the Space Shuttle Discovery being delivered to the Smithsonian recently, I was reminded on how these magnificent machines, symbols if you will, inspire and ignite the imagination in all of us:

Every once in a while we get lucky.  For me November 16, 2009 was one of those days.  I had the honor of being asked to view the launch of the Space Shuttle Atlantis from the coveted viewing area adjacent to the Saturn V Center located just across from the Shuttle Landing Facility (SLF) and up the road from the mammoth Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB).  The location is off-limits to the press and general public during a launch and is where many Distinguished Visitors and family members of the astronauts can view the launch without being in the public eye (a necessity given the nature of human space flight and as a result of the Challenger and Columbia disasters).  Needless to say, it was quite an honor and something I could not pass up.

I guess I should backtrack a little.  For those of you who do not know, the Air Force works hand-in-hand with NASA and other civil, commercial and national organizations in all things related to space…and I just happen to work for the Air Force.  The area surrounding Kennedy Space Center and the Cape Canaveral Air Force Station is part of the Eastern Range; an area that is monitored and controlled by the Air Force to ensure public safety while granting assured access to space.  There are two main forces to every launch, a system of checks and balances if you will, a launch agency (NASA, Space-X, NRO, etc.) and the Range component.  The launch agency, and their mission partners, are responsible for the proper processing of the launch pad, booster, payload and for the flight of the system.  The Range is responsible for the area in which the flight will travel through, above and into; as well as provide communications, telemetry, radar and optical data to the launch agency, and ultimately to provide public safety (both before and during the launch) and to terminate the mission if something should go awry.

At the time I was assigned to the 1st Range Operations Squadron (1ROPS) as a Range Operations Commander (ROC), a job described to many as the on-console “quarterback of the range team” and whose primary responsibility is to maintain overall situational awareness of all of the range systems, ensure public safety requirements are met and to make the “Go/No-Go” call depending on the status.  It’s certainly not a job for the faint of heart or for those with weak convictions as a “No-Go” call could result in not only a missed launch opportunity, but could cost the launch agency millions of dollars.  I would be remiss if I didn’t take the time and give the real credit where it is due; the men and women that make up the entire team (military, government civilians and contractors) are world-class folks doing a very demanding job behind the scenes.  Essentially for every launch there are a million (at a minimum) things that need to be accomplished before the countdown begins…these men and women work tremendously long hours, days, months and even years to ensure all of those things are accomplished correctly and in a timely and professional manner.  My hat goes off to them and I’m tremendously honored to have been a part of their efforts.

Every time there is a Space Shuttle launch, all activity within the confines of Cape Canaveral, Kennedy Space Center and surrounding communities comes to a screeching halt.  For about five hours during a Space Shuttle launch, Brevard County essentially becomes the worlds largest parking lot as the locals, and tourists from all over the globe, arrive to catch a glimpse of this amazing feat.  In fact, you get the feeling that the whole state holds it’s breath from when the countdown commences until the Shuttle, along with it’s precious human cargo, are safely in orbit.

On this particular day I found myself in-between mission assignments and not having to perform some mundane additional duties for the launch (such as leading a tour of the Operations Center, or escorting DVs).  I don’t remember the exact circumstances that led up to me obtaining a pass to get on the DV bus, but I do remember being ecstatic about watching the launch from the Saturn V Center as it’s about as close as non-mission personnel can get to the launch without violating the established safety zone. We arrived around two hours before T-0, which left me plenty of time to check out possible vantage points for taking images and for a self-guided tour the Saturn Center (highly recommended if you get the opportunity to go).  Upon entering the Saturn Center, you’re confronted with the business end of a Saturn V rocket…quite the sight, not to mention very intimidating!  As you walk around the behemoth (and believe me, it is most certainly a behemoth) there are various displays (actual pieces) of equipment, capsules, suits and of course what I consider a black-eye of any attraction, the gift shop where the concession makes a small fortune selling cheap memorabilia (a blog post for another day maybe?).  Anyway, to be that close to a real Saturn V and to see it in all its glory is something very special.  It was, and still is, considered the most powerful rocket ever created…after seeing it up close and personal, I believe that statement.

At about T-10 minutes I made my way to an area I had scouted out earlier that was between a couple of trees along the river bank.  The launch was set for 2:28 p.m. and the sky was partly-cloudy…conditions I wasn’t too crazy about photographically, but oh well, it’s a Space Shuttle launch and you take what you can get!  I attached a 2x tele-extender to a 80-200 f/2.8 lens and D200 to give me as much reach as possible, however, in doing so I inadvertently lost the ability to use the camera’s capable auto-focus feature so I had to rely on my manual focus techniques (which were fairly limited at the time).  Since I had a few minutes to burn, I decided to not waste any and practice my manual focusing technique by attempting to track some of the abundant waterfowl that reside in the area (KSC is located on the Merritt Island National Wildlife Refuge).  This proved to be just the thing I needed as the plane of focus for that lens with the tele extender is incredibly narrow and had I not practiced beforehand, could’ve been disastrous during the actual launch (not only for the images, but my pride as well).

Before I knew it, the voice over the PA system boomed “T-minus 10…9…8…” and the butterflies quickly grew (as they do for every launch…whether I’m on-console working the mission or just being an admirer on the ground).  A very quick double-check of my settings and I was good to go.  “…5…4…3…” the anticipation building, the crowd growing ever silent, the hopes, wishes, dreams and prayers of thousands, millions possibly, building into an unknown, yet palpable force directed into one foci as the count closed in on zero.  Just as the clock reached zero the crowd erupted in cheers and applause as the area surrounding the launch gantry bellowed with intense smoke and steam; slowly the Space Shuttle defied earth’s gravity one more time and began it’s trek to the heavens.

Space Shuttle Atlantis, STS-129; Nikon D200, 80-200mm f/2.8 w/2x tele, 1/3200 @ f/4.5, ISO 200

I had the camera planted to my eye and was so amazed at what I witnessed in the viewfinder, it took what seemed like an eternity before my brain engaged and told my finger to start pressing the shutter button.  Slowly as the orbiter rose to the heavens I began my dance with the camera to maintain proper focus all the while trying to force myself to focus on composition and attempt to not bull’s-eye the shot.  Just seeing a launch is impressive, however, being close enough to one to hear it adds another dimension to the experience.  The launch pad was over three miles from where we were standing and it took a few seconds for the sound to travel the distance, and once it arrived…it arrived!  Oh boy did it ever arrive…those Solid Rocket Boosters providing over a million pounds of thrust provide one amazing audible experience, along with a gentle pounding of the chest.  I managed to click off a few images while the orbiter accelerated rapidly, only to become a mere speck in the heavens within a matter of seconds, leaving behind a trail of smoke from the solid rocket boosters.

And just like that, we were summoned back onto the bus to head back to Patrick Air Force Base.  As we drove back to the base I took stock of my surroundings and those on the bus with me…the noise was deafening as people talked about the launch and what they felt, thought, saw, imagined, etc.  It was very apparent that viewing the launch kindled a spark or ignited a flame inside of each of them; the spirit within the bus was jubilant and at that moment, you felt as if there is nothing within our imaginations we couldn’t accomplish…

Until next time…

Cheers!

The Eagle has landed

Viera, Florida

Bald Eagle, Viera Wetlands: shot with a Nikon D200, 80-200 f/2.8, 2x teleconverter at ISO 200, 1/350 sec, f/5.6, hand-held

The image you see above was the very first Bald Eagle I have ever seen in the open.  I wish I were kidding!  Growing up in the plains of Eastern New Mexico and West Texas, one doesn’t see too many “baldies” in the open.

I happened by this Bald Eagle one October morning as I was touring the Ritch Grissom Memorial Wetlands in Viera, Florida (http://bit.ly/IhGWUz).  The land is adjacent to a water treatment facility and you’d never know that this small oasis for birders was in the backyard of such a heavily populated area.  Quite literally it’s a few hundred meters from a housing development; just drive through a small unsuspecting gate, make your way across the treatment plant parking lot and before you know it, you feel like you stepped into a whole other world.  Of course, when the winds were just right…it being a treatment plant and all…well…you get the picture (no pun intended).

Over the course of a couple of months, I tried to frequent the wetlands area as much as possible and capture images of herons, egrets, cormorants, cranes and occasionally a duck or two.  This particular morning the wetlands were fairly quiet and there weren’t many birds hanging around; I quickly figured out why.  As I came upon an intersection between the two main sections of the wetlands I spotted this eagle perched on a rotted out tree.  I had my trusty Nikon D200 fitted with an 80-200 f/2.8 lens and a 2x teleconverter (talk about narrow range of focus…ouch!!), what I wouldn’t have given to the lens Gods for a 600mm f/4 or a 200-400mm f/4 right then.  I figured that the eagle had a better chance of staying in place if I remained in my car and approached slowly…painfully so.  And that’s exactly what I did…it took me around ten minutes to cover the hundred meters to get into a location that was just close enough to permit me a good image yet not too close to unsettle him.

It was a very intense ten minutes…mostly because I was so anxious about getting a shot of a Bald Eagle that I kept muttering to myself “please don’t fly away…please don’t fly away…” as I crept closer.  When I finally reached a point that I thought was edging in on the Eagles comfort zone I stopped and using very subtle movements, made a feeble attempt to squeeze off a few images.  I can laugh about it now, but trying to look through a dark view finder crouched so low in my seat you’d think I was doing some sort of “auto-yoga” move or something all the while delicately trying to manually focus on his eye was not the most fun I’ve ever had in a car.  But I had to stay with it…not only was the bird magnificent and majestic…the early morning light peeking under the cloud deck was absolutely stunning.  I managed only a half dozen images before he had enough of me and flew off.  I immediately started reviewing the images and checking to see if any were in focus…to my dismay every single one of them was out of focus except for the one you see above.  It must’ve been my lucky day…as it’s the only image of of the series (albeit a very limited one) that he’s looking into the sunlight (in all of the others, he was fixated on me…not a good thing!).

More to come…

Cheers!

 

We’re live!!

I’m nervous…more so than I’ve been in a long time.  Today I clicked on the ‘go live’ button on my website (www.billfergusonphotography.com) to take it from being in a “draft” status to an actual living, breathing thing on the web (well, not actually living and breathing…that would be scary!!).  Now people can look at my images in high-res instead of the not-so-great quality I have them set at for my facebook page.  I’m nervous because in many ways I feel like I’ve just stepped to the edge of a cliff and am about to take a giant leap of faith (hoping like heck that I don’t fall flat on my face).  Every good thing has a beginning and we all have to start somewhere right (fingers, toes, eyes, etc. crossed)!?

Please stay tuned as I continue to develop my photographic skill, vision, portfolio and business.  My goal for this blog is to have a place where I can give something back; an outlet to express myself in a way that isn’t limited to just photography (though there will be some of that) and to have a living dialog with interesting people about interesting topics.  I promise it’ll be a ride you don’t want to miss.

Until next time…

Cheers!